former mandylover.. :(

uhm.. it's funny how lately my male buddy are start to post a blog about their love life.. well, now i am going to make a post bout a girl. i used to have extremely huge crush on her. she is one of my classmate in grade 9 and when i first saw her it's 'lust' at first sight. huh.. reminicing those old memory when i first saw her uncover from the shade in my class and how i looked at her thinking that this girl really look like that nescafe ad girl. her favorite quote for me was "yoshi!! lo tau peraturannya khan, lima meter dari gwe!!" and hearing that i always smile and get loss. i mean i adore her soo much that without i realizing i start to worship her like some kinda GOD. well, she's from popular side of the school. she hangs out with popular girls in the school. however, while the other popular girl had gone out with at least two guys back then (most of the has gone out with dozens of guy in their one week relationship) she was never been touched. it's kinda unussual for a popular girl, and that's makes me want her. i remember, how her sirene voice drown me in the endless ocean in my mind when she sing her favorite song "a whole new world" (yeah.. it was her song, and for the whole year in 12 i always hope i remember the lines so i can do a duet with her).
well, today i was browsing friendster. and as i ussually does whenever i am online i searched for her name. even though my infatuation to her has dissapeared two years ago, i am still curious about her whereabout. I read her testimonial, and i am completely shocked my once goddess has now taken. she is going out with this guy called robert.. and i kinda feel this strange feeling now.. i kinda feel hurt, but i am confuse why should i.. i mean she's now in the grade 12 for GOD sake.. it's the time for her to go out with a guy. and me, myself i am going out with sayang. yes, she is not as cranky, arrogant, proud, and sarcastic as amanda but she is a really nice girl.
owh yeah as a service for you guy, and because i want to brag bout how pretty she is.. i post amanda's pic with this blog. (lets wish nobody know her will ever open my blog.